I’m 18 and Pansexual and i came out to my mother and sister, who both either disregarded it, or made fun of me for it, and I can’t even come out to my father because I am genuinely scared that he might beat me or kick me out of the house. So any time i listen to Reflection from Mulan I burst into tears because there’s no way for me to be who i am, without breaking my family’s hearts and being exiled.
When I was depressed and suicidal I would often listen to “Reflection” from Mulan. It summed up how I felt at the time. Now, when I hear it, I am taken back to how sad I felt.”
“I want to come out to my family, but I’m afraid of their possible reactions since they’re pretty conservative. “Reflection” has been on repeat on my playlist because of that, because of the line “If I were truly to be myself, I would break my family’s heart."”
I wish they kept the extended deleted version of the song Reflection in Mulan. I love the movie version but I think the extended version is much better.